It's a mix of excitement and a bit of fear mostly. It's cool to do something different, but I could end up paying the ultimate price. I think about the "what if's," but then I just say, "screw that!" and lace up my boots. There is no turning back anyway. Plus, being with my friend(s) that I trust helps. I think about God and if it will be my time to go. I also think about what happened to him and the anger I feel is overwhelming. I have to be vigilant. These are the feelings before a mission. For me anyway.

Hi. My name is Andy. I'm currently serving in the U.S. Army in Iraq. I will be talking about my experiences, thoughts, and my relationship with God. Your comments and prayers will be greatly appreciated. Thanks.