It's a mix of excitement and a bit of fear mostly. It's cool to do something different, but I could end up paying the ultimate price. I think about the "what if's," but then I just say, "screw that!" and lace up my boots. There is no turning back anyway. Plus, being with my friend(s) that I trust helps. I think about God and if it will be my time to go. I also think about what happened to him and the anger I feel is overwhelming. I have to be vigilant. These are the feelings before a mission. For me anyway.
Comments (2)
Thank you ...
thank you so much for the work you are doing for us.
still praying for you bro. check it out - we wanted to support you, so the discipleship group is setting up sites here and we're gonna help keep you accountable. brothers for life.
keep these updates coming and let us know how we can pray and support you. IS forever.